Showing posts with label Drothe. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Drothe. Show all posts

Monday, January 19, 2015

Multiplicities.


Danny

(Search for the all-spark)

Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (1, 4, 7, 8, 9, 9) ( success x 4 )

Grace

[Awareness/Perceptions!]

Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (3, 6, 7, 9, 10) ( success x 4 )

Jo

There is no doubt that in the event of a lottery win, Jo would make any bakery quite happy. All the delicious frostings, glazes, and sweet treats would be had in droves; honestly if someone could simply beam them into her mouth at any given time, she would be happier than a cat on catnip. Oh... catnip cupcakes...

The eatery, branding itself as a provider of 'gourmet' sweets and coffee, was one of her favorites; it may contain a plethora of hipsters, but at least she wasn't surrounded by blondes. Ok that was unfair. -college- blondes. -Ditzy- blondes. Those people who drink tiny teas and spend their nights wondering which nail polish matches their arm hair... or.. something. Did she really know what they actually cared about?

She sent Grace a text, mostly for a 'HEY I'M TOTALLY OVER HERE' sake, and also because Grace was totally hot and clueless. How adorable is THAT? And cupcakes. Who doesn't want to share in the love of sugar and diabetes?

She sat at a table (where else would she sit) with her laptop busted out on the hard surface and her feet pulled up onto the chair. Her lids remained wide, fixating on the glorious shining screen of her robot overlords. The spongy bit of cake was shoved half into her mouth, frosting having been licked off some time ago to leave a smear of residue, and was now just resting between her lips as she attempted to do...click furiously through a series of forums.

Jo

Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (2, 2, 3, 4, 4, 10) ( success x 1 )

Danny

*It was just one of those days, day two of a steaming head cold and he was up before..... Ugh..... before 4pm, he checked his phone without really needing to then parked up and took another swig of the orange juice he had in the side pocket of his car.

Grace had invited him along and he was full of cold. The things we do for love, right? Sealing the bottle up he almost considered just closing his eyes and going back to sleep in the car there and then. Even with the music blaring out of his CD player. He didn't sniff, well he tried not to. One gimlet eye opened to a slit to look at Grace.* Okay... the coffee is on you, just keep it coming... and lots of cupcakes... Kay?

*His beautiful voice sounded full of hoarse ragged sounds.*

Grace

Grace walks into the place, Danny in tow (though not by the arm). He'd been sick, which was not the best of timing, Danny. But she needed, what? A friend to help her navigate this encounter? He didn't say no. And when she mentioned cupcakes, he didn't even seem too disappointed to be awake.

Now that they were there, however...

"Maybe you should have stayed home? You sound terrible," she said, as she shut the car down and stepped out into the slight chill of a warming Denver afternoon.

"She's here. I can feel her. That humming, do you notice?"

Grace, mind you, seems a bit different. There is still the shift underfoot, like the sliding of a faultline. She still lends her sharpness to the air. But when she steps out of the car, there's a bit of relaxation evident in her body language -- the stretch of an invisible, decidedly feathery wingspan.

Jo

Humming.

The dull vibration of a computer. The sound that, when one pays close attention, seems to emanate from the wires along telephone poles; ever present, consistent. It's a faint humming, the sort that comes from someone so new to the wire that they haven't quite pushed in yet.

Jo has her face so far into the realm of the computer that the sensation is almost normal. She feels them nearby, though it feels almost no different from any others she might come across, and it's not screaming out to her. Focused. Intent. Tapping on the keyboard. Her teen sink into the spongeycake, then the rest is pushed into her mouth, creating a magical chipmunk. A small twitch at her nose and Jo gives just a little movement of her head.

Then tapping. The clacking of her keys, softer on the laptop, yet somehow louder. She has a tendency to become a little overzealous in her...play. It's an instinctual response on her part that drives her to erach around the laptop for the next cupcake, only to come up with air. She meerkats, pulling the top of her computer down just enough to look at her plate, still chewing on the rest of the spongecake before giving a hard swallow. Her lips purse, eyes narrow, and somehow...discovers that the universe is conspiring to force her into procuring more cupcakes.

Danny

*He raises his eyebrow and reaches for Grace gently.*

Hey.... I said I'd be here... I am never going to turn you away. *He smiles and nods to her question, then lifted his head and his bright red nose - nice one mister rock star, you look like Rudolph - then smiled again.*

Yeah I can feel it. It's okay... I'll get the drinks. *He went in with her to gain the upper hand on this cold thing, the only thing to herald his entrance this time was that madly spinning flashy pulsar as he drew his scarf in tighter and hunched his shoulders.* Lead on Macduff.

Grace

Grace smiles over to Jo and her meerkat, cupcake devouring ways. She gets a wave.

"Hey!" Just like they're old friends, perhaps, and not just some random people who met in line at the DMV.

She walks over to the table, pulls out a chair, and hooks her coat and laptop bag upon the back. Most Denverites are going without coats right about now, the weather's so 'warm'. But Grace is an Arizonian by nature, and Kalen's gift is warm. And obviously modded. Strips of plastic run around the seams of what once was a fashionable, sharp, red coat. Underneath, she has on a black Linux penguin t-shirt and blue jeans.

"This place has kickass cupcakes. I'm sure you've figured that out by now."

Jo

Warm enough for hoodies. Warm enough for hoodies with their sleeves pulled down a little and having holes cut in to slide their thumbs through; at least that is what Jo does. Dark grey, today, and pulled over a T-shirt that simply sported the power button for any computer these days. She moves her head to Grace, lips curling up into a wide grin. "Yo!" A hand shooting up into the air to give a rather exuberant wave, even though Grace has not only seen Jo, but is also right there. "TCHT. Yeah. Like the -best.- I mean seriously? Starbanks is totally just a brand and doesn't even like, bother to like, put in effort to make quality food. I mean really? Why do like people put crumbles on their stuff? Frosting is way cooler."

She moved her laptop closer to herself and her empty plate. "So like, who's the dude? Is he like, your boy or something?"

Danny

*He made his way to the bar and ordered one of everything on the cupcake menu... then glanced to look at whoever it was that Grace needed a wingman for... and smiled to himself when he saw her just jump right in socially. He asked for a repeat of whatever it was that Jo had ordered then went for whatever he figured Grace might enjoy the best.... and for himself? Man he must be suffering!! White hot chocolate with cream and cherry sauce on top and sprinkles of dark chocolate curls on top... He paid.

Then he made his way over with the girl promising she'd bring it all over. Warm or not, Danny was wrapped up in a red scarf and coat, and he was doing his best impression of a certain plague victim.

He sat himself down at the table and sank slightly under it as he leaned back. Just glad to not be trying to do anything special today. There... he was parked... and the handbrake was on... for a few minutes he just sat that way as he let things filter up to him from whatever level he was reaching today.*

Grace

"What, Danny? No. He's nobody's... Well, he's with Kalen. You haven't met Kalen yet? I probably would have heard about that."

She gives him a smile as he appears. "He's uh... a little sick."

"Thanks for getting the stuff, Danny. Sometimes they tend to forget I exist."

It's a blessing and a curse, whatever it is that keeps her from being noticed. It's a good thing that Jo recalled the events at the DMV, or remembered who this strange woman was, walking into the cupcake shop. A bit of priming is necessary. And lots of text messages. Waiters in random cafes and restaurants? They tend to be more oblivious.

Danny

*He felt like the opening bars of Complication by nine inch nails truth be told, a bit kind of distorted around the edges of the notes but the truth was there still regardless.

As he sneezed suddenly into the crook of his elbow his feet shot forwards under the table and he all but vanished into a cloud of hair then grimaced, found something to use for his nose and then pushed his hair back out of his face.* Sorry...

I'm Danny... I won't shake your hand, you don't want this, trust me. *He grinned a bit glassy eyed and cleared his throat carefully so's not to spread the lov... erm.. contamination.*

Oh it's fine.... *He waved it off.* So how do you girls know each other?

Jo

"Uh.. lessee..." Jo leaned back in her chair, rolling her eyes to the ceiling, ticking off something in the air. "Nope. Nope. Nope. No Kalen in my system. Never heard. Weird name. Like, what country is that from?" Her head still back, she rolled her head to look at Danny, pulling her arms in and shrinking away from him as he sneezed; she looked like she were afraid someone might have thrown a gun at her. "Holy jesus on a crackerjack stick. Man.. you're like... jesus.. what kinda malware you sportin? They got vaccines and stuff for that you know! You could like.. I dunno.." Jo squinted her eyes, easing back in a comfortable position (feet flat on the seat). "Oh!" She leaned over to rummage in her backpack, lifting it up and shoving her head inside. "Where is it?" Came her muffled voice, and then finally she held a hand up triumphantly. "Aha! AHAHA! I have found your ambrosia!" She held out her hand to Danny, unrolling her fingers to show the two pieces of wrapped ginger candy in her hands.

"Tcht! How? TCHT! Like you don't KNOW. I mean seriously? Did you like, miss the alien ship that flew over last month? Like ya know... took us all hostage. We totally saved the day. Musta wiped your memory. " Her lips broadened, showing her teeth. "Was totally cool. Grace went all Sigourney Weaver, and I was like, all Navii, and like, the whole place was like BAM BAM BAM with lasers. Cause Lasers dude. LASERS."

Grace

Grace just nods as Jo explains how they met. Yep, that's exactly what happened.

"It was pretty kickass."

Jo likes lasers. Grace files that away in her own mental databanks with a bit of glee. Jo will love laser-gun-o-rama.

"Oh hey! Ginger candy. You will be fixed up, dude."

Danny

*The look on his face was priceless.... PRICELESS I tell you!! Jo started talking and then went fishing and then offered him some whatever it was.

His jaw dropped and he looked at Grace, stunned temporarily into silence for the first time in ages... then he just smiled and shook his head before chuckling to himself.* Oh. My. God. Wow..... .Just..... Wow..... How much coffee have you had today and where the hell can I get some!!!?

*Then he spied the pile of cake making its way over and shrugged helplessly.* Pile in. *The candy was taken from the girl and one was popped into his mouth.* Can't get any worse, right?

Jo

"Oh yeah. It was like... I mean all star trek meets Star Wars. Totally cool. Minus the Force and all. But seriously, cool beans. Like, no casualties or nuthin. We're that cool. Bonny and Clyde without the whole death problem. I mean... you shoulda been there dude... I mean like.. mentally. Guess can't leave like, the whole public with that knowledge. Whole fabric of space be all WOOOSH and then well.. I mean have you -seen- alien invasion movies?"

"Coffee? Like.. a cup.. not much! I'm all sportin a high off whatever they like put in my cup. Dude you should try it. Close your eyes and just point at something. Seriously. Super cool. Ever notice how like, it's not really random? "

"I got more!" And there she was again, ostriching into her backpack and ruffling through. "Aha! See, problem is like, the whole bag opens and spills and then well, it's like you end up with like candy everywhere. Which is totally cool when you're all I NEED CANDY NOW. That's like..always." She tossed a piece of candy at Grace.

"Dude... your entire like..CPU could shut down. Seriously..." Jo looked to Grace, brows furrowed in confusion. "He's like, never had a computer has he? Or seen a doctor. Or takin a class on something about people? Kinda like he walked out of a vagina two seconds ago. I mean... you can always die. That's totally worse than havin a little malware."

And now..cake things. CAKE THINGS. She spares no time before latching her fingers on one and sliding her tongue along the frosting, much like ice cream.

Grace

Oh, Danny. It can get worse. It can get so much worse. The last time she was sick, Grace was bleeding out of every orifice and hallucinating her own death. Maybe that's why she wants to be a bit careful with him, just in case.

And then Jo makes that point for her. Yes. Like he walked out of a vagina two seconds ago. Grace snorts, looks to Danny like: 'oh, that was hilarious'. But then, the look of misery on his face subdues that reaction a little.

She offers him a cupcake. It's blue. Hard to tell what flavor, aside from blue. And with her other hand, she goes for her own -- a multicolored cupcake that obviously came here to party, what with all the sprinkles and things it has going on.

"We actually met at the DVM. I think she's trying to make up for the boringness of that by coming up with something fantastic. But whatever she says, it totally happened."

Danny

*Blue cupcake..... that was kewl, in it's own little way. With amusement he takes it, takes a breath and plunges in on the sugar head first. His arm resting across his front as he ate, trying to ignore the urge to sneeze again.. between bites and breaths he manages to even speak.* Uh... Right.. Okay... I think I get it...

*he took another bite watching the pair of them.* I'm not that bad, I have computers and things.... I'm not completely inept you know... *He did grin a blue grin though.*

Jo

"TCHT was totally not boring. Was like seein an angel all glowing in the darkest time of my life.." She even adds in the swoony voice. "Ok like seriously? Totally. I mean, it's like the place you get STDS and a bad hangover without like physical contact. Like super weird tho. So like, I went home and tried to like calculate the odds of running into ya know, Grace at like a place like that. Like super rare, but probable. Kinda like runnin into a super computer in your bathroom. Super.. SUPER... SUPER rare but like, ya know, it can happen."

"Babies aren't completely inept. I mean, they can eat and stuff. Clearly takes decent genetics to like, manage that or something. So like, yeah that's good. And I mean, you can feed yourself. You've totally moved beyond the toddler stage. So like yeah, ok totally not inept. Just ya know, not good with like sickness and stuff. Ya know, like, my mom would give me like some pumpkin soup when I wasn't feeling great. Seriously. totally worth it. Totally faked being sick sometimes."

Grace

"The odds of people like us running into each other seem to be skewed. I'm just saying. Like, you're right -- if it were totally random, we'd unintentionally run into each other on extremely rare occasions. But my statistics show that the universe has it out for us. Or, you know, at least it thinks it knows what it's doing. Something like that."

She chomps into her cupcake, icing smudges on her nose and she doesn't seem to care, just looks up from her cake with this grin on her face.

"I'm glad it does though. Makes sure, at least, we're not lonely."

Danny

Pumpkin soup...... *He frowns a bit and looks at Grace.* Do I want soup? I could kill for some noodles... I think.. *He frowned slightly and then took another bite of the cupcake... then looked back at Jo.* You....... *He shakes his head.* Like.... you're like the Energizer Bunny or something...

*Yeah, great observation there from the plague victim in the corner. Oh boy he wasn't great right now. Was he? All those LA terms and expressions he tried hard to hide were coming out, so was the accent.*

Jo

Jo blinks, lets her eyes slide to the spot on Grace's nose before reaching out to swipe it with her finger. "That assumes a consciousness exists in the universe itself which is unlikely. Instead, the universe is likely composed of a set of values and integers. It's not like.. out for us, it's more like the algorithms that balance the system are like..such that it means that it hoses what is like inefficient to create efficient. Like, learning. Like a code that learns. AI but without all the like, human concept of consciousness cause then you're like..imposing emotional states on a series of codes and like, there is a specific set of algorithms and checks needed to like.. make something that 'feels' cause like that computer needs to 'feel' in order to make effective like, code learning and like.. " Jo ate the icing and then tapped her own chin. "Well like, all systems need a manager. Cause like without a manager, damage to the system would be like..well it'd be like.. uncontrollable and the system would fall apart. So like, you need cleaners, code seers sort of like. I mean...Like..The Matrix right? Like the system doesn't -want- humans dead cause that's bizarre. If it did, it would just like eliminate the program. I mean like when a program becomes obsolete you just like, delete it. When parts become obsolete you just like take them out and replace them. Nah it's more like when two sets of program interlock, the one that needs the most resources to operate totally takes over. Humans are just like, a small program so we're kind of like insignificant in the end, compared to like, other programs. And sometimes, malware just gets into the system, and the system has to like scan and quarantine or delete."

Jo blinked and looked to Danny. "Whu? Oh man like.. WHY. Udon noodles are like the best and now I want some. " She pursed her lips at him. "And sushi.. could totally rock some fish." Her lips curled into another grin and she slowly sat her chin on her knees. "Once had a teacher that said like, it's like the consequence of being a quick thinker and stuff. Like always thinking means you can't just like, sit still. You gotta keep going cause yeah I mean there's always this end point right? And if you like sit still you're gunna miss it, and besides... I don't know how like people deal with lulls in their system. Boring! Seriously. Don't you get bored just like..sittin there?"

Grace

And there's Jo, in a cupcake shop, laying out her worldview for all. It's a similar thing to how Grace sees it, so the finger coming out to swipe icing off her nose barely registers as she takes all that in. Her eyes widen a touch. Could it be? Someone who Works like she does? Someone compatible?

"So you don't think you're conscious? You said you don't think one exists in the universe, so...."

Grace prods a little. Tries to, perhaps, ease a little room for other ideas into Jo's mindset, before it hardens up. But then...

"Want to go get some noodles? Something a little more substantial than cupcakes? Might do you some good. Let's do that."

Danny

*Jo was talking. She was, he knew she was talking but some thing wasn't quite right with his mental processes right now and he almost felt like he was watching her through a goldfish bowl.* Uh.....

*There was this slight frown on his face as she carried on filling in the empty space around him... and now it was like he was in a cartoon, and the words were in little speech-bubbles but there were too many and he couldn't keep up with the flow of words... far too much. He lifts one finger and points at her with his immaculate black nail.* No more coffee for you.

Uh.... *He frowned again in confusion, then lifted his hand and nodded.* Get this lot boxed up. We'll take it and force feed someone sugar for a giggle.

*But yeah... he stood slowly, moving too fast might be a bad idea. When he was on his feet and sure he wasn't about to sneeze he nodded.* Noodles.... I need noodles..... And I need coffee... I think. Or something....

*Then he frowned again and turned back to Jo.* There is a consciousness in the Universe... or else how would there be a universal song?

Jo

"See that's like where it becomes complicated. I mean what -IS- consciousness? I think that like, some people are become -aware- in the like the sense that you know you're a program and you like follow your code diligently. Sort of like that learning right? You become like code that can learn outside of like the usual learning. Evolving maybe? Maybe like it's a code that is incorporating new algorithms to enhance its function. But like most people? Nah I think like people are codes and programs. If you can figure out their programs then you can predict like what they'll do in the context of the system. Ever think it's weirdly coincidental that like, people seem to gravitate where you'd like expect them to? I mean that's their program. They never really thought of like -why- they wanted to do it, they just like 'felt' it was their calling. Seriously what is THAT? Totally not random. That's how the system remains functional right? It's like all the programs are working together without like, realizing it. Just a big network."

"Noodles!" She pushed her hand into the air and quickly packed up her goods. "Dude you're gunna give this to someone? No way!" Jo bounced from her seat, skipping to the register to procure a box and wrap it up tightly so the poor things would go sloshing around. "Dude like if you're gunna just hand it out, I will totally take it for midnight snacking. Games totally take all my energy." She zipped up her hoodie, pulled her backpack on and clasped it into place. "Is this guy for real?" She gestured at Danny with her thumb, already beginning to rock on her heels while she waited for them. "Seriously.. you do know that music and language is really just broken down into formulas. Seriously like, if you look at the musical patterns that are 'enjoyable' to people, it's really just a bunch of math. Seriously.. Like you should totally... dude no.. I'll tutor you in it ya know. Math I mean. It's simply and all but like once you see it..." She flattened her hands out, using them in the air as if seeing something amazing. "It's like the whole universe makes sense. Now come on." She grabbed him by the sleeve, but barely, 'fore you like start the zombie apocalypse in a bakery."

Danny

*He barely has time to mouth to Grace.* HELP ME!! *Before he's dragged off.*

Grace

"The lady talks like she knows everything about everything," Grace says, gives a little uptick of a smile to Danny.

She starts packing away cupcakes for the ride, but then Jo is there to whisk them all away. To where?

"Hey, where are we going? Somewhere close I hope?"

She grabs her coat and her laptop and... good fucking grief does Jo have a lot of energy.

"There there, Danny," she says, fake pats his purple hair (look, everyone, Grace is willfully touching someone!) and trundles off behind them.

Danny

*He's hauled off into noodle land, which is good, noodles are good. Noodles don't hurt anyone. There's the odd virus cough from time to time as he's dragged.* I have a car.... we can drive... Okay? Driving is better than walking. And you have to share the cake.

Jo

"Well I mean no, it's just like, math is the foundation of everything. I mean even physicists say that. Like without math you can't like..get it. I mean when you really break everyhting down it's numbers right? So like... if you're trying to find some kind of unversal song, then you're really just looking for the fundamental numbers that like bind people or notes or whatever. See that's the problem. I mean, like I get it. Like...like there is a code and like once you know the code you can like, alter it. But I mean what -IS- it? I figure, I figure like, if I keep looking I'll get the code and and I'll totally get the system right? Maybe like improve the algorithms or something, jump into the wire and just like... be with it. I think that maybe when you like overcome the limitations of the not-knowing, you can like, integrate completely in the system and discard the hardware."

She blinked, stepping outside and dragging him along. Jo paused near the bike rack, letting go of Danny to unhook her bicycle, reaching back to put the lock in her backpack. "Car? Seriously? Like...you know how like bad those things are? Sides I mean, I can't like take my ride with us right? I can totally ride along with you though. OH! Yeah let's do that!"

"I think there is like... an asian place nearby. I mean we are in like....Food Mecca. "

Grace

"Nah, Food Mecca is down Federal. They have this place with like, wonton tacos? It's amazement. You'd love it," Grace says, takes the other side of Danny so he can't escape.

Her hand goes to her pocket, and she slips out her phone. Okay, Google. Where's the nearest noodle store? Aha. Yes.

"Just down the strip of this mall, there's a Veitnachinese place. Bound to be noodles. Don't know how good they are."

But hey, it's close, and Danny is a bundle of cold virii loosely held together by human tissue. He might not last the night. Woe be unto Danny.

"You can get it without the math. The math just makes it easier for you. For someone like Danny, it just confuses. Everyone gets it in their own way, right? It's personal. Unique to you. Even those who try to codify it and lead others down the path in a rigorous way, they have subtle differences in the way they get it."

Danny

*It was fascinating in a terrifying way... and this bemused grin just started to appear on his face. Or was it one of those hallucination grins? Who knew... He just kept on waiting for the next load of words to come out.* If I say a random word, will you fill in the rest of the sentence? Can we try that?

*Yeah, she was cool in a totally nuts kind of way.. and kind of addictive too.* Yeah..... *he coughs again into his free hand.* What Grace said... maths is... like.... effort.... I don't get it. I mean, just cos I'm s'posed to it don't mean I do.

Jo

"Wonton tacos? Like for realsies? DUDE. We have totally got to go there sometime. Like woah."

"But like, how do you get it without getting it? I mean if it's all numbers how can you like, get it without knowing the numbers? I mean like... how can you get the program if you don't know the code or like the function of the code and like the function of programs. Like.." She scratched her head, rolling the bike along with her and them. "I mean it's the thing. I mean like.. ok like... ok so say it's like pumpkin soup right? I mean like someone like Danny? Danny right? Might like... I dunno... get that it's made of pumpkin and like cream and stuff. But what does that mean really? Like... you get the basic components but ike without knowing what makes up the components then how do you really know what pumpkin soup -is?- I mean like... I mean like I think a chemist would say that right? It's not -just- pumpkin soup right?It's composed of like chemicals that react in like a very particular way to create the particular texture and flavor, and like without that it wouldn't even -be- pumpkin. So like..you can go further and be like.. Ok so I get the chemicals, but what defines like the... the thing that makes the chemicals and the flavor. Like what defines what they taste like and how do we like define pumpkin? So like when you break it down into numbers, it's a very particular pattern of integers that leads to that particular chemical and then those two programs interact to create a very particular, prespecified flavor."

"I mean I guess the person who like...says pumpkin and creap is pumpkin soup isn't -wrong- cause like it is that, sure but like... it's surface information. Like saying a computer is a computer. But it's composed of parts and energy."

"And you can SO get math. Seriously.. it's really just practice. Like.. I was the chess and math champ in school. I can totally show you the tricks. Promise."

Grace

"I dunno, Danny. How do you do it? I suppose you taste the soup, no?"

She walks along, looks up at the sky.

"I've seen a guy read the patterns of fate in a wisp of glitter dust. I've felt veils of perception ripped away from my eyes when a woman lit some incense and started chanting. They don't need the math to do what they do, but it works all the same.

"People like us, we need to understand a thing down to its roots. We need to know the chemical formula for pumpkin soup. Others might hear the pumpkins whispering to them from October past, telling the history of pumpkinness. It's not up to us to tell them they're wrong."

They arrive at the Asian food place (Grace bets they have pho, korean spare ribs, fried rice, and sweet-and-sour something on the menu here) and she opens the door for Danny. Poor colded Danny.

Danny

Okay... maths. I'll put it into a version I can understand. Like Pulsars, right? *he frowns as he thinks, trying to gather the frayed ropes of his intelligence and bringing them forwards to map them out and plait them together.* Music is maths, pure and simple maths, the frequency of the beat the precise rates of which each tone is put into sequence is a code all of its own. Sound waves are a certain math, how it works is beyond me though. I just know I can do it. I don't need to understand it. It's just there.

Much like soup. *He nods to Grace.* It's there... it's that sense, that innate nature of what we are but on a more subliminal level. Raw energy. *He nearly walked into the door itself when he sneezed again and gathered himself enough with just about enough dignity to go with it to avoid the door as he tries again and slips his hand into his pocket to pull out a hair band to tie his hair up, which he does with a lazy twist of his fingers and hands.*

I want something with ginger in it, apparently it's good for colds. Ginger and vegetables with noodles... *He nods, then whatever else it was he was going to say is lost in a series of sneezes, which he does into the crook of his elbow again.* And I need alcohol. Lots of it.

Jo

Jo couldn't help but laugh, almost hysterically. "No way! People think soup talks to them? That's SO weird! Like..woah.. seriously? Man...that must be like the best high ever. Like way better than like acid or mushrooms. " She locked up her bike outside of the restaurant and followed Grace in. "Dude, if you can like grasp physics, you should totally be grasping math. I mean seriously? That's what physics is... math like everywhere."

She slid into a seat with them, placing her backpack on the ground and wasting no time pulling out her phone, sliding her thumb along it for a moment. "Your peeps sound totally trippy. I have a few friends who are so into that kind of experience. Like... they'd totally love it. "

Grace

"Not everybody does, when it happens to them. I know a guy who spent a while on antipsychotics because he heard things he shouldn't. He was always meant to hear though.

"Have you met any others who can... get it? Like you do?"

She takes a seat next to Jo, wondering about her. She certainly sounds newish. Doesn't yet know that other people can understand the universe without math...

Danny

Yeah... but maths with physics is easy.... *he moans slightly...* I mean, I can't explain how I know it!! I just like that kind of thing so I can pick it up. And I'll have you know that Lamp posts can talk to people, they have this odd little tinny sound though to their voices. Mostly they say "don't puke on me." *He shrugs helplessly and slides into a seat to lean against the wall slightly with a sigh of relief and pulls out his wallet again.*

I don't need to understand the universal song but I can dance to it and play with it. *He shrugs and sits up again then picks up a menu.* Something with ginger in.... and shots... we need shots... correction, I need shots.

Jo

The laugh keeps up. "No way! You guys have -got- to intro me to whatever you do on the weekends cause it's totally awesome."

She pulled a leg up, pressing her cheek to her knee and looking at Grace. It was a tight fit but she made it -work.- "Like me? Nah. I mean like no one is like me. I mean, was. Though I never did really..I mean... you have Clippy on your word don't you? I mean do people not like listen to his help? If they totally listened, they'd be much more ya know..like in the know."

"The math isn't like..different. I mean if you get numbers you get numbers. Seriously. I think like most people are just scared of it. It's fun really. It's like... data. It's objective right? Not all hyped in feelings and beliefs. It just like...is. "

"Noodles for me! Like with lots of sauce and meat and sesame seeds. Dude we could ya know like... get the sharey plates. Totally like...cultural and all."

Grace

"Dude. I do not. Clippy," Grace says, scowls, points at her Tux logo shirt, like 'do you even know what this means?!?'

"I don't even Word."

Menu, menu, oh, save us from technological ideology clash. Grace peers over the offerings, and orders ginger chicken for Danny (because he's too sick to think straight, apparently) and Ma Po To Fu for herself (though they're all going to share anyway, from the look of it)

"I was working on my robot arm with laser gun attachment this weekend, actually. Going to suspend it from the ceiling of my laser tag training arena."

And, unlike previous conversations involving lasers, Grace is totally serious about that last statement.

Danny

Oh boy no... *He laughs then coughs again into his hand.* You don't get to share a plate with me... hell, I wouldn't even share food with me right now!!

*He does ask for rice wine as soon as they get to order though. And the aforementioned noodles and vegetables. His head wasn't pounding, but that was probably the tylenol he'd taken before leaving this afternoon. Then here came that 'stuck' sneeze and the face to go with it.*

Aww come on already!! Someone sneeze for me? It's stu... *Ahh there it came. straight into the napkin he found before him on the table and no, he didn't blow then look, he just sneezed and groaned as he wiped.* Grace... I have to show you this cat I have. Made of metal.. and it's totally bitchin.... Joints and gears... real cool with it. And I got me one of those "alien" things folded over on it's knee's with glass on it's back.

*He nods with relief at the food and leans back in his seat to listen as the tech heads talk.*

Jo

"Tcht.. Dad was totally the same way. Gotta change with the times yo. Like, ya gotta progress. You gotta ya know, move with the tech. Incorporate new ideas. Ya know? New breakthroughs. New machinery. Can't be hanging out in the past and all. " She grinned slowly. "Clippy is super cool. Pushy, but man he can be a life saver."

She blinked, then slowly squinted, then furrowed ber brows as if she were digesting Grace's statement and trying to understand whether it was a joke or not. Then she softened, eyes widening slowly. "Really? You're totally doing stuff with lasers? MAN that is COOL."

Jo tilted her attention to Danny. "Well it's not like you share the same fork. I mean you get like a communal fork right, and then you like drop the bits on your plate and stuff. Totally normal culturally in asia and stuff."

Serafíne

Perception + Awareness

Dice: 7 d10 TN5 (3, 4, 4, 5, 5, 7, 8, 10) ( success x 5 ) Re-rolls: 1

Danny

Danny's flashy pulsy bat signal is spinning faster. He's got a cold. Poor Danny...

Serafíne

Noodle place. Noodle place? At the absurd hour of the ordinary, work-a-day evening meal. An unfamiliar sensation to those open to the sense of the universe, perhaps. Gut-wrenching, enthralling, threshold-hovering see, just outside the door. Then in the door: long, bottle-blond hair with dark roots with a signature sidecut on the left otherwise falls in coils of curls around her shoulder, down her back. Still a bit damp from the morning shower she took forty-five minutes ago. Sera opens the door with her right shoulder and sort of spins around as if she always meant to complete a circle.

Leather jacket over a band t-shirt (white) over a bra (black - because), cut-off denim shorts over thigh-high fishnets held up by garters. Tattoos all over her hands and forearms, visible where the cuffs of the jacket are pushed up.

She doesn't bother with order. Doesn't care about food. Just takes a minute while the door is open to take a last drag off her clove cigarette and chuck it into the nearby ashtray, then ducks inside and heads right for Grace, Jo, Danny.

Grace

"Clippy is... new ideas? They got rid of him what, ten years ago?" Grace shakes her head. Poor little new kid.

"It'll be fine, Danny. Fine. We can use chopsticks to move stuff to our plates, and eat with our forks."

She closes her eyes, seems to breathe in the scent of the place, such as it is. "Sera's here." Her eyes open and she smiles at Jo. "You'll like her."

Danny

Yeah I know that... *he nods.* But I'd feel really bad if you guys caught this. *he waits for the drinks to arrive, then mercilessly begins to obliterate his senses with the rice wine.* I'ma get a cab home later.

*And there was Serafine... which was cool in her own way.. He turns with a smile for her and pours another shot.* Hey... *Is the greeting Serafine gets from the hoarse throated musician with what looks like a head cold judging from his nose.*

Huh? *His attention went back to the girls he was with where he stared at the pair of them blankly.*

Jo

"Clippy isn't no..well I mean -my- clippy is. I mean he's annoying sure but like.. he's actually useful. Seriously like the first time I calculated the probability of existing as a managerial program, he was totally there to help me locate the right search term."

Jo hums. The electrical current of her wires hum...that was the very sensation she gave. The subtle vibration of the computer fan, the move of electrical currents through wires...soft, still untapped, but present. Unlike the group, Jo is having a hard time focusing on the energies they give off. Maybe she's still thinking about the initial problem she faced earlier, still, or maybe it's just her off day. She hadn't been very good at noticing Grace or Danny either..But she does notice a shift; enough that when Grace mentions it, she's not completely oblivious.

Jo drops her leg and puts one hand on the back of the chair and the other on Grace's shoulder to lift up enough to look back. "Really? Like where? I mean like who am I - Oh you mean her? Dude! For Real? Is she the one that hears pumpkin soup talk to her cause I'd totally buy that."

Jo glanced to Danny. "Eh no sweat ya know? Like I hang with gamers, and they are some of like the filthiest people ever. I'm immune. I have the latest upgrade of virus protection. Cool beans yeah?"

Serafíne

Sera is smiling, not precisely blissed out yet and probably still mostly sober but - smiling as she curves around a booth and dodges another table and comes up to / by / behind the small group, all of whom have noticed her already. Grace she greets with a light touch of her tattooed left hand (the flash of ink on both the palm and the fingers) and this pressure of her mouth to the crown of Grace's head.

Danny next: a hand curving over his left shoulder as she slips by, smelling of patchouli and Chanel No. 5 and clove cigarettes, this pile of found-object necklaces 'round her neck (bicycle chain, pop can tabs strung together on wire) mixed in with south sea pearls, why the fuck not. She's carrying a little clutch with a brass-knuckles clasp through which she has threaded her fingers. Crystal-eyed skulls, there. Just about enough room for a credit card, four cigarettes, a joint, a condom and three tabs of acid.

Everything a girl could ever need.

"Hey." To all and sundry, Danny yeah, and Grace, and Jo to whom she has not been introduced. Her smile easy, simmering, engaging. A little waver of her hand through the clasp of that clutch for Jo, just because. "What the fuck are y'all up to?"

Grace

Grace lets Sera kiss her head, and even lets Jo use her as a prop to climb upon -- almost as if she were open to the concept of being touched today.

"Getting Danny something more nutritious than cupcakes to eat because he said he needs a bunch of ginger and alcohol.

Also, we're getting to meet The Collective here. She's new. Fairly new, at least."

TheCollective is the name Jo gave her, so that's what she's going to use.

Danny

Gaming huh? *He blinks a bit, then shifts in the seat to give Sera room to move herself into the seat. For once, no guitar was present.* Silent Hill.... All I'm sayin.. *He nods again and clears his throat slightly.*

My mission for today is to get hammered and eat noodles. How about you? *He smiles his approval of Sera's outfit.* Lookin good chica. *He turns back to stare at Grace, then Jo again.* Huh? Collective? *That first shot went down waaaaaaaaaaay too easy.*

Danny

(i'm sorry guys. I need to bail. it's really late here. Danny will stick around until there's a cab for him to fall out of later.)

Jo

Her lips curl into a broad grin as she regards Sera, certainly taking a moment to get a good glance at the whole package. "Yup, gamin. Silent hill is only like good up to four. Beyond that it's really a joke. The new PT totally came out though and it is Awesome! I looove watching people have like a total freak out. Super wicked."

"It is known. Collective I am. Well I mean it's my youtube handle. I'm Jo..." She winked at Sera, the same one she had given Grace when they first met. Sliding back down into her seat, she focused on the drinks at hand. "When I calculated the probability of being a managerial program, I discovered that the probability was small now. So small that it's like.. not even likely. But! That was like... I don't know, a month ago? See the thing is, it's unlikely that I am -now- but that if I were to discover the beginning of the universal code, it would increase exponentially. So like...I could become the Architect! And that's totally like the collective."

"Didn't the alcohol come like.. after? I think we came here for noodles cause he totally couldn't stomach all the sugar. I mean... when you have malware, it's totally not a good idea to put puttin bad stuff in."

Serafíne

If Jo wants some time to take in the whole package, well, Sera's perfectly content to let her gaze. No one dresses the way Sera does by accident, after all. It's a calculated sartorial choice.

The clutch she drops onto the table top, curling a bit to the side as Danny gets up to head to the little boy's room - maybe for a quick bump, maybe for a hit of Kleenex, maybe because he actually has to pee.

"Serafíne," so Sera introduces herself, holding out one of those tattooed hands. "You can call me Sera, though. Fuckin' everyone does."

Like Jo: there's no last name, just a first name that sounds like it is both long enough and significant enough to stand in for every possible naming iteration one might require in the modern world.

"And I have no idea what the fuck you just said," this to Jo, a lazy lift of her sharp little chin flinging the concept of conversation back across the table to Grace, "but it sounds like it is all right up her goddamned alley. You two must be getting along swimmingly."

Grace

"With the exception that she seems to like Clippy the animated paperclip abomination entirely too much, sure," Grace says, but she's smiling when she says it. Lucky Jo. "I think we'll get along."

"Last month, really? Is that when you woke up?"

Jo

"But like, is that what you go by? Sera? Or like Serafine?" She's quite content to take Sera's hand, though there's no grace to it. "That's cool beans. Lots of people don't. It's really just this. Everyone is software walking in hardware. With the like, proper understanding of the machine, and the system that contains it, we can become complete software, able to like, move around and stuff and eventually have more control over the system. Ya know, sort of like...like how your manager at like work makes sure all the ducks are in a row ya know? We're all just ducks but.. like you can be the bigger duck if you figure out the system."

"Huh? A month? Oh no like that's not it at all. I mean.. are you askin when I became aware that I wasn't like, a separate entity with full consciousness? Well I mean i sort of always knew a little.. here and there.. I just kind of put all the pieces together like last yearish. Nah I was just trying to calculate my odds. I mean you can't like, you can't just calculate your odds, you have to understand what you're calculating first and all that."

Serafíne

Jo asks whether she goes by Sera or like Serafine? and Sera just smiles and says "Yeah." to both. She goes by Sera or like Serafine. Gives Jo this quick flash of a peace sign - two fingers up, thumb and remaining fingers curved over her palm - that gives another hint of the ink on that left hand.

"You can call me either one, long as you don't call me a fucking machine or whatever the hell else you just said. I mean, I'm happy to deconstruct the illusion of separation as much as you like," this little hook of her right shoulder, a supple curve, not quite surrender, but something close to it, "but the rest of it doesn't really make my blood sing, you know? Doesn't resonate, in any way, shape or form, with how I see the world.

"Which is cool, actually. Multiplicity is what we're all about."

Then Sera's glancing out the picture windows at a small knot of folks dressed not-entirely-unlike her post-punk Siouxsie Sioux, one of whom - a tall girl with a red-painted mouth and a rockabilly style all her own - is tapping on the glass to get Sera's attention.

"Grace, you oughta give her my number. Gimme a call sometime, Jo. I throw the wickedest fucking parties."

Grace

"Wicked parties," Grace assents, waves goodbye to Sera. "At least, as I understand it."

Grace prods the poor Danny, who seems to have checked out. Oh well. She'll make sure the noodles and chicken make their way to him eventually. Take out is mightily resilient, and better the next day out of the microwave anyway.

"Listen. I don't go in for the whole managerial thing either. Machines, sure. Being an Arch of any kind? Architect? Inefficient. Backwards. You don't want to rule over people like you're the juggernaut and they're the ducks. It won't work. At least, not for long. You want to change the world, you want to make the ducks do what you want? Okay. You gotta play subtler than that. You gotta build things that the ducks want to use of their own free will. You have to give them the freedom and the ability to join you. You can't do that if you're going around making sure they stay under your thumb. I mean, you can, but it's..."

She shakes her head. "Considered harmful."

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

Already wearing clothes.


Danny

(Musician at work - hangs up sign)

Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (1, 4, 4, 6, 6, 8, 9, 10) ( success x 5 ) Re-rolls: 1

Danny

*The sun was out, the sky was blue-ish, the weather was good enough for him to be sat with his guitar on his lap on a bench in the park. Today he was dressed in a pair of blue jeans; faded though and ending with the same pair of black shabby combat boots he always wore. Over the back of the bench hung a long black trencher. A green t'shirt that had in red writing. "See? Not a Red Shirt!" over that but open was a padded and thicker checkered shirt for when the weather broke or the temperature decided to drop through the floor as it was beginning to do at night. His hair was over his shoulder on the fingering side of the guitar, on the belly of the beast. But on the fret side he couldn't help but have it hang slightly. Musician at work it would appear.

To one side he had a notepad, to the other he had a laptop. He was working a riff, fingers running down the strings as he studied something playing on the laptop with a frown on his face, then his fingers began to run faster and faster on the strings.*

Danny

(awareness)

Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (1, 3, 3, 5, 6, 8) ( success x 2 )

Serafíne

Awareness.

Dice: 7 d10 TN5 (1, 1, 2, 5, 5, 7, 7, 10) ( success x 5 ) Re-rolls: 1

Serafíne

"Come on."

Dan knows better to question Sera when she tells him that she feels something. She is always feeling something and sometimes he even picks up on those sensations, though it rarely seems that he picks up on anything before she does. Just now - a fucking Wednesday afternoon, second most boring day of the week, he has blown off any professional engagements to mourn over the state of the goddamned country and he is pretty fucking sure (absolutely fucking sure) that Sera has no idea why that is but he did take her to vote yesterday. She was pretty goddamned high. He has no idea what she did in the ballot box but he knows she had to sign her real name to register and she grumbled at him about that for days and then she had to sign her real name to get her ballot and grumble grumble grumble.

So Wednesday and she has forgotten her grumbling and she has an Icee from 7-11 and he's carrying a coffee (not a coffee-drink: just a coffee from a local shop and they are in Washington Park because Sera wants to feed the ducks croissants and then she's redirecting him, tugging him a down a different path and the afternoon feels bright and simple and - yeah - alright, all things considered.

That's the effect of sunlight on skin.

So, curving around walking path toward Danny and his laptop and Danny and his guitar and Danny and his notepad: Dan (tall, blond, bearded, covered in tattoos and dressed in his usual uniform of skinny jeans and an old band t-shirt. The Pixies, because okay yes you have heard of them but that might be when all real music started) and Sera (and we will describe her outfit in the next post. Bet you can't wait.)

If Danny looks up from his work, Sera lifts her free hand (which is also holding her Icee) and waves it, see? All HI! HI! HELLO!

Danny

*As it happens, the opening riff for Here Comes Your Man is suitable for most occasions, and it would fit in here. He looked up when he sensed that something different coming closer which would herald the arrival of another mage. His fingers picked out the opening bars of the song as soon as he saw Dan, and he grinned even more when he saw Sera.* Well now...

*then he had to go start with those words.*

Outside there's a box car waiting, Outside the family stew. Out by the fire breathing, Outside we wait 'til face turns blue.

Serafíne

Sera has her other arm tucked into Dan's. They're so close. They're always so close. She's always so close to everyone, and she kinda inhales see and flashes her confidant / friend / keeper / lover this sly upswept look as Danny starts playing that opening riff, and then singing the opening bars. Takes a sip of her Icee and adds on the next lines -

"I know the nervous walking -

"I know the dirty beard hangs.

"Take me away to nowhere plains."

Usually Sera gets to be Kim Deal. Today that's Dan's job so he throws in her line in this attempt at breathy falsetto that might work better if he weren't on the verge of laughter because Sera's sticking out a blue tongue at him.

No sign between them of what went down a week or more ago, and Sera and Dan kinda tap out, you know. Let Danny finish his riff or surge into the chorus or whatever he's going to do, wait until he's finished before Sera enthuses, "Hey man, that was awesome." Why the hell not? It's how she feels. Then she tips her Icee toward Danny. It is a giant extra enormous big gulp and it is blue. "What the fuck are you doing out here. Want some?"

Danny

*He just shook his head and started laughter.* You're gonna be pissing blue ice if you're not careful drinking that shit. *But there was no harm in it, he didn't continue the riff, just broke away with a wolf whistle at the pair of them from the strings.

Then he settled his fingers on the strings to end the notes.* I'm outside? When the fuck did that happen? *He looks around and chuckles again.* Nah, it's a good day, I'm making the most of the colours and air before it turns into the arctic wasteland Kalen's warned me about. How are you guys anyhow?

*The strings didn't stay still long, soon enough his fingers were finding the notes for Under the Bridge.*

Serafíne

"God, gross - " Sera complains, wrinkling her sharp little nose as Danny declares that she will be pissing blue ice. She may have misheard that as blue eyes though she doesn't mention the near-homonym which she hears mostly because, well, she is wearing her usual tiny little denim cut-offs with fishnets and well-worn Doc Martens (not the heels she often sports) and a bra of some sort beneath her unzipped hoodie and, you know, nothing else.

This flash of pink sequins from her torso, between the teeth of the hoodie's zipper as she turns and climbs up onto the picnic table or - you know - whatever Danny has chosen as his perch of the day. In a bit he might be able to make out the sequined eyes that make up the cups of the bra. Or maybe not. It depends on how she sits and how she turns and how she reaches to tug Dan after her.

"Careful isn't really in Sera's vocabulary - " Dan, with an affectionate smirk, allows himself to be tugged closer. "We're good." - with a flash of a look at Sera, who just smiles back at him, not precisely serene but, you know, whole the way some people always seem to be.

"Wait, you moved to Denver without understanding, you know, winter?" That's Sera, sipping her Icee. It is liberally spiked with vodka, because why the fuck not. "You know they'll make you put on a shirt and shit, right?"

Danny

*He laughs again at that.* I get to wear my boardies during the summer, I get to work on my tv tan in the winter... what's not to like? That and the snowing here's got to be fucking cool right?

*His fingers kept on playing. He turned his head and looked at Dan then Sera.* So, what's new and groovy? You guys are okay?

Kalen spent the night at mine Saturday night. He was pretty drained, so.... Yeah just checking. *He didn't add that he was hyper and wired before he'd crashed.*

Serafíne

Sera's head - that shorn undercut, those dark roots and perfectly blown out golden curls - cocks and there's something careful about the shape of that expression on her. Something lingering. Something aware and she glances at Danny and then her dark eyes slide back to Dan, who has not taken a seat but has come close enough to rest a familiar hand high on her thigh.

"You mean - " he glances at Sera, gauging her expression, then back to Danny. Voice quiet. " - after the thing at Victoria's?"

Danny

*With a subtle nod and still working those fingers he shifts on the bench a bit more to be facing them. For all intents and purposes, he could just be serenading the pair of them.*

Serafíne

There's this moment, see. Danny turns to face the pair of them and Dan is glancing at Sera once more. His mouth is quick beneath his beard but right now it is still.

"We're okay," so, yeah. Quiet. The hint of a smile on his face now, though that expression is subtle enough to contain this edge of ache. "Sera's tougher than she looks."

Sera is not looking at either of them, focused instead on the lid of her Icee. Where she punched down all of the plastic bubbles meant to indicate what sort of drink it contains: DIET or SPRITE or COKE or whatever, punched down all of them, the stiff plastic gone opaque from the fracturing of its structure. She glances up at Dan when he tells them both that she is tougher than she looks and her expression is - complicated. Wry. Pained. Private.

But she doesn't shy from pain, and now she glances up at Danny, this sheen to her eyes that she doesn't shy from, either. "How much do you wanna know?"

Danny

As much as you want to tell me. Kalen was pretty cut up about it. But he didn't want to relive any of it. So.... Just tell me what ever you think I need to know.

*There's compassion there in his eyes, there's sympathy at her pain, there's understanding there as well at the ache she feels.* Or don't tell me a thing, just enjoy the music and let it unravel a few things.

Serafíne

"I don't mind talking," Sera tells Danny, and her focus in that moment is mostly internal. See, she is figuring that out. She is learning this about herself right now, listening to the fibers of her muscular heart. Her mouth seams, and the expression is precise but not compressed. " - but I don't need to talk."

She glances up then, "I really am okay," all earnest, more to Dan than to Danny.

"But if you really wanna hear about it - " Another brief pause. "Is Kalen okay now?"

Danny

He will be. *He nods in affirmation to that.* So will Elijah. So will you.

*His fingers restless on the strings pull the song from the air, filling the sounds around them with notes, a measured pace, a gentle calm, nothing aggressive.* He just needed to get away from spooking people.

Serafíne

There is this strange and lovely line between truth and platitude. Danny assures Sera that Kalen will be fine, that Elijah will be fine, that she will be fine, and her eyes have dropped from his, back to the plastic lid of her Icee, and she gives him this hitch-shouldered little half-shrug that makes the hanging zip of her unzipped hoodie jingle, just a little bit, like a bell and she is sort of half-smiling but her expression is contained. Banked and she doesn't agree with him, verbally or non-verbally, that they will be fine, any of them, any of them.

Even if she knows in the marrow of her bones that they will.

"Spooking people?"

Danny

Yeah... He was kinda.... *He frowned a bit, recalling that moment.* Pounced on me... soon as I got out of my car. Called me, asked me to get to him and then pretty much pounced... The jangles I guess you could call em.

Serafíne

Oh, she glances up then. Lovely creature, this sharp profile framed by the wild cast of her loose hair, her eyes dark, her make-up dark, that absurb pink-eyed-bra catching the sunlight as she turns and sending spangles dancing across Danny's frame as she sort of sits up. Sits upright.

"I'm glad you were there for him." Then, this slantward look down that again feels so very private. The edge sharpening. "I take it you guys did go on that date, then?"

Look what someone's avoided chatting about, after all.

Danny

*The corner of his mouth lifts into a twitch of a smile.* We've been up to a mountain a few times, we've spent time together.

*His fingers just kept touching strings, his fretting hand working the notes and chords in unison. A deft slide of a finger to slant and bend the note, then another plucked out stream of notes.* I'll be there for him until he doesn't want me to be anymore. It's that simple. I promised I'd stay. I don't break promises.

Serafíne

Oh, a brightness to her gaze. An awareness. She's magic, you see.

"That sounds pretty serious."

Her quick little mouth curving in a self-contained half-smile.

Danny

*At that he chuckles again, grinning and even shrugs one shoulder.* It is what it is. So, are you still going to officiate?

Kalen Holliday

[How awake are we?]

Dice: 7 d10 TN7 (1, 1, 1, 4, 5, 7, 7) ( success x 2 )

Kalen Holliday

[And how distracted by Resonance are we?]

Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (2, 2, 4, 4, 5, 7, 8) ( success x 2 )

Serafíne

"'Course I am. I'll be out of town for a little while, though. Don't elope before I get back."

Danny

Going off anywhere nice? *he asks, the music changed again, a series of chords just being strummed before he began to pick out the notes once more, a mimic to the chords, slowly working the chords themselves into it, a gently repetitive sound, then changing down, before coming back up to the same.*

And I don't think we'll elope just yet. *Now he was looking at Serafine when she said the next part. Tilting his head a little as he hunched over the guitar.*

Kalen Holliday

Kalen's had an interesting week. Month? Year? Year. And so of course he's come here, to the edge of a lake even though he is terrified of water. There is not a scarecrow today. There almost never is. Still, he lingers for a second, looking at the space where there has been.

After a moment he turns away from where he sometimes encounters The Message, toward where he can sense Danny and Serafine. He's dressed in jeans and a long gray coat, carrying coffee because he so rarely goes more than an hour or two without it. And there are shadows under his pale eyes, yes.

He does not rush to meet them. Just follows paths and slips off the path to where they are.

Serafíne

Danny asks if Sera is going anywhere nice and once again she favors him with this remarkably complex expression, the sort with so many edges it seems faceted, which both enhances and contextualizes and contains its brilliance.

Her eyes are soft, though. Even her mouth is soft, and Dan's gaze is on her profile and there is this moment where Serafíne seems so absolutely lost that he reaches for her and cups the frame of her head - his tattooed fingers tender against the short fringe of her undercut - and drops his mouth to her golden crown.

This line between her brows, which crests but does not break, and then she's smiling, smiling, reaching for Dan's forearm where it is wrapped around her, tucking her left hand so that her first knuckles are just bent, the chipped polish on her nails visible, dropping her mouth to his skin. This moment of communion between them.

"London," she tells Danny, then. "I'm going to London."

She doesn't say: back to, but that is also true.

"The party's the best part of a wedding anyway," Sera murmurs, like she knows what the fuck she's talking about, glancing up at Dan all in inquiry. " - have I ever even been to a wedding?"

"Yes. Janine and Hayley from roller derby a month and a half ago."

"That was a wedding. Fuck."

Danny

*He was staring at the cascade of thoughts across her face, the complexity of the human mind and the mirrors it provides to those watching, those who pay attention gives a small insight perhaps. So he nods, at her comment regarding London, then smiles and chuckles at the comment regarding the wedding she'd been to.* I take it, it wasn't your standard lets all dance party. A roller derby one perhaps?

Kalen Holliday

"Hey," Kalen says quietly as he reaches them. Danny gets a quick smile before his eyes settle on Serafine. And he knows, if not what that something horrible happened. He saw that well enough in the way Elijah and Alexander came back to him. And he may not know what exactly, but he knows what those nights are like. He's had them.

And so there is something soft in his tone, even softer than the usual toe he has for Serafine, when he asks, "How are you?" He reaches out to touch her shoulder, less because he's worried and more because he is saying hello. He can't exactly pull her to his side while she's perched up on a bench and she is tangled up with Dan. And you can tell that he is calm because he starts to reach out like Dan will get the same greeting because when Kalen isn't busy acting aloof or biting anyone foolish enough to come near him he is ridiculously into contact. And he sees Dan often enough. But then somewhere at the beginning of that movement he stops and gives Dan a little nod instead.

Serafíne

"It was a pretty conventional wedding, actually," Dan has taken up the thread of the conversation and he is speaking over the crown of Sera's head and his voice is this rich, low baritone. A bit of a rumble, that Sera really rather likes. "Outdoors, but both brides wore white dresses. They had a bonfire afterwards. Tried to get the wedding party to skate in but the ground was too uneven, so Janine said they just all wore vans with the fancy wedding shit."

"Did we give them a good present?" Sera wants to know and Dan,

laughs, breathes out with it, forceful, from-the-diaphragm. "'Course we did. They loved it. You had a great time."

--

Then Kalen's there. Sera's sharp little chin rises when she catches the leading edge of his stormy resonance which is just as he says Hi and he's reaching for her shoulder and may be ready to pull her close but Dan's already, you know, holding her. Sera's dark gaze is all on Kalen in that moment, banked but - you know - aware.

"I'm okay." This rallying little smile, these damp and lovely eyes, as Dan untangles himself, see. Lets her go.

What she says is also absolutely objectively true, right now. Sera is pretty okay. She's so goddamned magick how could she be otherwise?

Danny

*He turned his head looking when he could feel Kalen approaching, giving him a broad smile as he took him in. He even shifted a bit on the bench to let Kalen grab a seat if he wanted to. His fingers slowed to a gentle pace, sliding those long fingers of his along the strings to let it twang and break out, his hand moving to sing the strings, bringing the vibrato into play, yes he was in that place again. The place where you have to get the music out of you, or its going to consume you like some kind of inner pulsing flame. That urge couldn't be contained, it woke him up during his sleep sometimes, dreaming music, hearing the tones and notes in his sleep was nothing new. So he'd brought his guitar out to the park to make the most of the good weather before it all went Snowmageddon on them. The music was turning bluesie, a rich sound with a twang to it, a cowboy lick perhaps? Who knew, perhaps the mile high city was rubbing off on him.*

Ian

Ian ran by this lake most weekday evenings. Tonight was no exception. He'd already been running for a good hour or so, winding trails through the city streets and around the park as the sun set with a dusky glow on the horizon. It was dark by the time he got to the place where Danny, Kalen, Dan and Sera were, but the park had lights to illuminate the path so they'd likely see him coming: running at a smooth, agile pace. The weather was cold enough now that he actually had a shirt on (black with a little silver UA logo,) though it was thin and short-sleeved so it couldn't have done much to keep out the breeze.

It didn't matter. The running kept him warm. (And he had ways of dealing with the cold that Sleepers didn't.)

There was a band on his arm where he kept his cell phone, and bluetooth earbuds that blocked out the sound of Danny's own music. As Ian approached the group, he pulled them out so they hung loosely around his neck. His pace slowed, until he finally came to stop beside Kalen.

"Hey." He addressed the group at large with a familiar little nod, breathing deeply as his heart rate began to slow and the vital need for oxygen gradually grew less immediate. He let his hands rest on his hips for a moment.

Kalen Holliday

Dan untangles from Serafine and so Kalen does reach out for her again, for all he hadn't meant for that. He remembers the last time he tried to pull her to him, her hesitation before she'd relaxed. Not because it stung him, but because it was out of place in all of their other interactions. Otherwise he might have tugged her down from the bench to hug her, but instead he reaches out and offers her a hand. She can come down if she wants.

"You might have been right," he says to her, barely audible, really, over Danny playing.

And then there is Ian, and Kalen smiles at him. Warm. Calm. "Hey."

Serafíne

Kalen offers Sera a hand and she doesn't know that he's remembering her resistance, the last time he reached for her. She doesn't remember her resistance, whatever it was has slipped from her like water or perhaps it was worked its way right through her. She is as she is and she is right now accepting his hand this odd little dance, kind of reading the unspoken braille of his body language and remembering what Danny said about him, after, and sort of rising from the picnic table or park bench or what the fuck ever while Danny plays like that and Dan's eyes have slid briefly from Sera's profile to Danny's fingers on the fretboard and lifted to appreciate, you know, Ian, because Dan appreciates both Danny and Ian aesthetically and perhaps more than Sera really does because she kinda doesn't seem to notice how spectacular they look except peripherally, and then it will always take her by surprise.

So, she rises and wraps her arms around him, hoodie swinging open, pink-eye bra all sequined in the light, smelling like clove cigarettes and vodka and blue raspberry Icee, too, and holds him just so long but never long enough to threaten his damned dignity. Lifts her sharp little chin to plant a kiss on his temple, then draws herself back, tips her alcoholic Icee toward Kalen and Ian in invitation (DO THEY WANT SOME) and gives Kalen a wry kind of look.

"Kalen's been scaring the fuck out of Danny over the winter weather in Denver," this is what she says to Ian. "This is gonna be your first winter here too, isn't it? Look at you. Already wearing clothes."

Danny

You make it sound like I'm specting there to be twenty foot drifts or something.... *He laughs, his fingers still doing what they did. He even paused long enough to pick up the bottle he had beside him of coke, using it as a slide bar instead to bring something new to the mix, now shit was getting really bluesie as he played. The smile was still there though, content as he was to keep playing til his fingers bled again, or he heaven forbid broke a string. But that was covered too in it's own way. He always kept a spare set on him somewhere. As he played, he took his eyes away from Kalen, tapping his foot idly while he played complex mix of notes, some picked, some strummed, but all played where they needed to be. His eyes half closed, the smile remained on his face and he even nodded slowly in time to the beat only could hear in his head.*

Ian

Three of the four people in this particular gathering had seen Ian naked before, though Sera may very well not remember. (She'd been high at the time.) Dan... probably did remember. And Kalen most assuredly would. So it was not entirely without point that Sera made that little crack about Ian being fully dressed. And he actually laughed. This brief, winded moment of amusement.

"I was here last winter."

Here, yes. He just hadn't done much mixing with the locals.

"Anyway, I'm from Chicago. I'm used to the cold."

Danny was playing something on his guitar, bluesy and improvised and Ian glanced over for a long moment to watch him. It wasn't healthy to sit still after a long run, so he paced through the grass a bit, keeping his legs loose. His eyes shifted from Danny to the other (less magically inclined) Dan, and there was this small, almost knowing smile shot his way. Flirting with no particular intent. Because he could. Because Dan liked to watch him and he'd noticed.

"You play pretty well," he commented to Danny. Then, to Kalen again. "How've you been?"

Kalen Holliday

Kalen...it would be a lie to say he does not care at all about his dignity. But, he is not terribly concerned about now. He does not demonstrate this by trying to keep Serafine, she gets to come and go at whatever whims take her. He does, despite the cold, accept the offer of a sip of vodka and blue dye-laced Icee. Without any regard for the colors it might turn his tongue.

"I've been searching for the ice demon this city must have offended at some point. So we can defeat it or apologize to it, or whatever we have to do. Melt its snowy heart. I don't even know. But so far, it seems that there is nothing unnatural about the weather here. I can only conclude this means the inciting incident predates recorded history."

Danny's attention is drifting to his guitar, and Kalen does at least glance at him before he lets his attention settle on Ian. "Good, I think. Puzzled?" He smiles. "I don't know. You've met me. Better, I think. You?"

Serafíne

"There could be twenty-foot drifts," Dan informs Danny, this supple half-smirk breaking through the frame of his blond beard. "I mean, probably not but we are fucking close to the mountains. Or it could be sixty degrees all February long. Sera doesn't seem to notice - "

"I fucking notice!" Sera exclaims, while Kalen drinks some Icee, without caring what color it turns his tongue. Well, he'll need more than a sip before his tongue turns blue. Maybe as much as Sera's had, as her tongue has already made the change.

She doesn't climb back on to the park bench / picnic table. Just leans back against Dan who meets that look Ian shoots him over the crown of Sera's head. Catches that glance and keeps it a moment longer, the surface of his smirk edging upward through his beard, then disappearing again as he glances at Kalen.

The way he holds Sera, though, arm loose around her torso. Hand flat on her bare stomach, loving and loose, protective and familiar.

Another glance at Danny. "You do play well." Echoing Ian, conscious or otherwise. "Any gigs soon?"

Danny

*You play pretty well. Was that a compliment from Ian? He didn't change the pace, he kept on playing, lifting his head and looking at the group that had clustered around him and his guitar. The smile remaining in place.* Thanks. It's good to hear you like it.

*Kalen got his attention, his eyes moving to check on him as he did, then moved on to Sera, and finally to Dan, the corner of his mouth twitching again into a smile, but his fingers never stopped moving, his head didn't stop bobbing. Soon his attention was back on Kalen and Sera and Ian again. The pace changed, a raunchy sound, something sulty even, at times his fingers found the time and space some how to tap on the body of the guitar to give a little pace to himself. But all the while he kept on playing rises of notes, lofty airs that soared, then cascaded down again. All through out was that pace that he picked as a foundation.

Could he feel that slightly numb fault on his finger tip that meant something was about to turn into a blood blister? Sort of, when you're in that moment, you don't really feel anything, just the music as it tears itself away from your blood and bones to make itself an ethereal being, lost to the void beyond once it'd stopped being heard.

But did it really? I mean, if one person remembers hearing a song at that moment in time, does it really ever fade away? Or does it become a ghost, or does it become another part of forces? Or even entropy? Sound being energy?

The frown increased again as he considered those thoughts, His eyes going slightly distant with a slight pout to go with it mulling it all over in his head.

Sometimes, Danny you have far too much going on in your pretty little head there sunshine.

He was paying attention to the conversation around him, his head lifted and he watched as they all spoke, discussing how they were with each other, that gave him another reason to nod, satisfied he was now. He even snorted at the comment about the cold and the ice demon.* Grinch, it has to be a Grinch.

You'll be okay Kalen. *He adds to it quietly, but it's with an assured confidence and well there it was, the pearl of wisdom you'd all been on tenterhooks for.

He blushed as if he suddenly realised he'd interrupted their conversation.* Huh?

*Shit, he was being spoken to and for a moment he looked like he had to replay the last three seconds of his life to figure out what was said to him. Music did that to him when he was like this. It was like being on the wind itself. It left him shaking and exhausted every time it did it to him. That and ravenously hungry.* Oh. band shit... don't get me started on that... Everyone thinks they're a fucking guitar hero or they've got some mad skills on the skins. Just.... Another round of auditions to go through tomorrow, but... *Here he smirked at Kalen.* Got the rehearsal space figured out, finally.

Ian

Kalen turned the question back on him, and he shrugged once, lightly. "I'm alive. My dance company's doing well. And last I checked I was still pretty okay-looking, so I suppose I can't complain."

It wasn't really a serious answer, but then, Danny was sitting next to them playing the blues on his guitar and Sera was offering everyone alcohol-spiked blue slush (which Ian passed on.) One could only expect so much disclosure from Ian even in less distracting circumstances.

Danny kept playing, and the music shifted, becoming something more sultry. Ian took advantage of the moment by reaching out to grasp Kalen's hand. "Someone should be dancing to this." He tilted his head and grinned along one side of his mouth, giving Kalen a gentle tug forward (closer into his field of gravity.) But he was watching, too. And there was a casualness about the act that did not seem to imply any insistence. If Kalen wasn't in the mood, he could just as easily pull away.

Kalen Holliday

"Yeah. I'll be fine, I know," he's says to Danny, but that is just warm and a bit amused.

He laughs when Ian tugs at him, invites him into his space the way only a few moments before he'd invited Serafine into his. Well...something like. There was no possession or expectation or insistence in his invitation to Serafine, but it can't really be defined as casual. "You just know I dance probably well enough not to trip you, but not nearly well enough to actually compete with you."

But even as he laughs he's moving, falling easily enough into Ian's gravity. It's all gravity in the end right? All of them. Energy and the force that binds that energy? Echoes of Words spoken before memory.

He isn't in the mood to fight with that tonight. To fight with anything, really.

Serafíne

Dan is murmuring something to Sera that sounds like we've got that thing or you still wanna do that thing and she's smiling at Kalen and even Ian a wee little bit and her kind of swimming awareness has turned inward again. It feels banked and framed and internal and she's sipping her Icee meditatively and she nods to Dan which could mean anything but he takes it as a yes to whatever he was asking and pulls back from her and tugs her a bit after and says, more to Danny than anyone,

"Hey man we're gonna get outta here. Good luck with the auditions. Tell them we'll see them around."

Sera waves her slushie and tucks herself against Dan's flank. She's humming. She's magick. Sometimes the world just seems to open itself for her.

Serafíne

(Thank you all! I gotta sleep. I am exhausted. :D night!)

Sunday, November 2, 2014

Left, not right.

Arionna de la Babin

[Do I feels you?]

Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (2, 3, 3, 5, 6) ( success x 1 )

Danny

(Awareness)

Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (1, 3, 3, 4, 10, 10) ( success x 2 )

Arionna de la Babin

It might be the end of the weekend, but that doesn't keep people from celebrating. There are gallery shows, cafes, restaurants, and general parties happening because...some people don't see Monday as the beginning of work, or at least see no reason to cry over Sunday coming to a close.

Arionna had slipped to the bookstore earlier, happily (inwardly, not outwardly) walking away with a new book to read in her off time. But now she wanders, pausing at the opening of some art gallery, filled with people who wear black...not because they're part of the goth crowd, but because 'they were doing it before it was cool.' Probably sipping wine too. Losers.

She has a short skirt on, with black stockings and a pair of boots. A black long sleeve keeps her from the cold, and a black jacket to go with it. She wears a black cinch at her waist and a studded collar at her neck, with a black crystal hanging from it. Despite her clothing, she doesn't fit. There are no square glasses on her face, or the indication of art snobbery. Her darklips and eyes denote that she is, indeed, sporting black for the most appropriate reason, and not to make a statement; she likes the color.

Ian

[Awareness ftw]

Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (1, 1, 4, 5, 7, 8) ( success x 2 )

Danny

*He had gotten dressed, he had. Being dressed was good, it was black cargo trousers tucked in around the ankles into those shabby combat boots he liked so much. Well lets face it, we all have our favorite things, his was his boots. A hoodie, black with a white motif on the front. It looked like a white triangle cut in half.

His leather biker jacket completed the look done up slightly along with the collar to keep the crappy weather at bay.*

Elijah

Jenn was making him interface with the rest of humanity.

Not that he didn't want to interface with the rest of humanity, it was just that it was incredibly early to be interfacing with people, and she had looked at Elijah with a quiet bit of desperation that came with please please please be my wingman because there was nothing that got him out and about more than the need to be a wingman at an art gallery. It was going well. Jenn was with a girl with dreadlocks and a septum piercing. A girl who smiled too brightly who could probably count as an amazon of some sort, but Jenn seemed to really like her so, maybe he wasn't so much there as a wingman as he was an escape route. Who knew, really. Jenn had just been specific that she had wanted Elijah to come out with her.

Maybe she just wanted his company and needed an excuse.

Whatever the case, there was an abundance of Halloween-themed and death-centric and rebirth-focused artwork at this particular event, and more things that tasted like pumpkin spice than you could shake a stick at. And an abundance of vegetarian tiny food thingies. There was a word for them. A word that was incredibly difficult to spell, so the author of this particular post just avoided using said word instead of noting that the food thingies actually existed.

Also: there was always time for vegetarian sambousa. it wasn't even an Ethiopian-flavored event, but goddamnit the young man with his trousers and his button up shirt and his vest (because pocket watch) was going to eat whatever was available so long as it wasn't meat-flavored. He could tell what the texture was. He'd had someone else clean off his phone.

Arionna de la Babin

She felt cold, as she always did. As winter approaches, it might even be harder to notice her presence, but not yet. The fingers of winter caressed clothing, sunk its nails into the flesh and burrowed far beneath it until bones were exposed to the reminder that winter was approaching, and despite the snow and glamorous glittering sun, it was not kind.

Night was hers. She never felt particularly strong or capable when the sun was up, but once it sunk beneath the horizon, Arionna felt the strength of her own blood. The darkness was her own, and with it, her magic flourished. But that was neither here nor there, as she stood outside of the gallery, contemplating crashing it, or at least showing the 'artists' what real black was meant for.

She adjusted the bag at her side, inhaled slowly, and made her way slowly past the threshold. Like a cold wind she stepped in, dark boots clunking on the floor. Pumpkin spice was the calling of every white girl in the great USA, and even Ari felt a calling for it. Maybe later.

Danny

*He made his way into the gallery just for the shits and giggles of it. Perhaps if he saw something interesting, he might buy. Maybe. He thrust his hands into his pockets as he slowed his pace. Walking past the desk, one hand moved to pick up a pamphlet on top of it. Then began to make his way around it slowly.*

Serafíne

Awareness.

Dice: 7 d10 TN5 (1, 3, 4, 4, 5, 6, 9) ( success x 3 )

Ian

Ian was already inside the art gallery, though for the moment it didn't appear that he was with anyone. Less than a week and a half ago he'd been covered in a dead woman's blood, and now he was walking through a fucking art gallery in downtown Denver in one of his better suits like everything was life-as-usual.

That was a lie, of course. But not everyone wore their emotional state on their sleeves.

The suit was a black burberry creation. Tailored and very slim-cut. Beneath the jacket he had on a deep teal shirt and a black silk tie. He probably looked a little overdressed for this type of gallery exhibit, but then, art shows tended to draw a pretty eclectic crowd.

There was a painting of a man trapped in some kind of nightmare. He was sitting in what looked like a pool of blood. The piece was crudely effective, if not precisely nuanced. Ian hovered in front of it for a long time, the glass of wine in his hand momentarily forgotten.

Danny

(Scrub me from this. I'm knackered, sorry. Got to be up early tomorrow)

Kiara Woolfe

[Spidy Senses Roll, yo.]

Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (1, 1, 2, 6, 10) ( success x 2 )

Serafíne

This is a kind of close encounter and this is her neighborhood and these are her people and she's not tonight at the particular gallery where so many of her sort are converging, no. She's down the street, in a little bar so narrow that even the skinniest chicks are all "scuse me, scuse me" and sidewinding past the strangers tucked into the bartstools. The place specializes in non-traditional whiskeys, whatever the hell that means. Sera doesn't know but at least three of the people in the extended group she is with tonight think they know.

They are probably wrong, but you've probably never heard of these things, either.

Halloween was several days ago but today is All Soul's and anyway Sera is a celebrant, she is still celebrating, she is dressed up in a black bustier beneath her black leather jacket, wearing these boots that look like hooves and an antlered crown, and she feels them and she is unwinding herself from girl beside her considering following the pull of resonance both strange and known, but the girl does not wish to be unwound-from and someone buys her another shot of what was that? and it is golden sliding amber, warming her all the way down, and she wants another.

So. So - ships, passing. Another shot. This heady laughter tattooed against her skin as the golden moment splits itself into fractal edges, each with its own shade of flame. Strangers come and new-friends go and her phone keeps buzzing with texts and soon enough that pulse, that beat, that awareness-of-others has settled into the background hum of her Sunday.

They'll leave that hole in the wall soon.

They'll turn: left, rather than right.

Serafíne

[heh. quite literally a drive-by from me since it is my bedtime. later, y'all!]

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Uncertainty, addiction, choice.


Danny

(Awareness)

Dice: 6 d10 TN6 (2, 2, 4, 5, 9, 10) ( success x 2 )

Danny

*Danny was absorbed and for once it wasn't music filling his head, no he was going through notes, reading cross references and then going through the library using key words to build his search on. Firstly cannibalism, the cause of, the cults of, the reasons for.

That was the first step of looking for information, when he'd done that he went through the books again using more key words encouraged by this first search. He'd started with using music to help him concentrate, he'd even brought a writing pad doing this old school and college like. Something he'd not done for a couple of years, but he knew how to conduct a search, and with the entire of the day devoted to this, he finally sat up and groaned softly then got up to walk about barefooted. Moving to the french windows with something pre rolled, the door open and lit up. The day was cooling down but it was still warm enough for him to be able to step out side and have quite little smoke.*

Kalen Holliday

[How awake are we?]

Dice: 7 d10 TN7 (1, 4, 4, 6, 7, 8, 10) ( success x 3 )

Kalen Holliday

[And how distracted by Resonance are we?]

Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (2, 2, 3, 6, 7, 10, 10) ( success x 4 )

Kalen Holliday

Kalen comes wandering outside a few minutes later, drinking a cup of coffee. It has hazelnut syrup and cream and sugar and whipped cream because Kalen and coffee have this bizarrely variable relationship. He at least looks like he's gotten some sleep recently, though there are still shadows under his eyes.

"Hey," He says quietly.

Danny

Hey... *He took the smoke down into his lungs and held it there, then let it out slowly into the air.* Just taking a break, but I'm onto something. Okay... Cannibals, the history the whole lot, there's like fuckloads of em out there. I mean all historical references cite back thousands of years to as recent as rumours of brazillian tribes still practising it today. So it's big search.

Kalen Holliday

"Yes. Cannibalism is a pretty broad topic."

Danny

Right so... Loads of cultures all chomping on eachother, some as funeral rites, some as victors over conquered people, some as offerings to the gods of their land. Either way, it's all pretty dark. One commonly held assumption is that you can gain a person's strength by eating their flesh, though the details will differ as far as just precisely how this works. The heart is commonly mentioned as having a lot of significance, and some believe that it is the primary source of strength. While there is universal agreement that some Mesoamerican people practiced human sacrifice, there is a lack of scholarly consensus as to whether cannibalism was widespread in pre-Columbian America the Aztec economy would not support feeding them as slaves and the columns of prisoners were "marching meat". They did their whole blood alter thing, devouring hearts and other parts of the body to allow the dead guys spirit to kind of add some strength to the consumer. So that's the history, but if we follow some of those facts and use them to bring up another keyword search you come to other thoughts and practises.

*He sets the smokable down in an ashtray then comes back into the library takes a book that's very old, he's been handling it with extreme paranoia. then hands it to Kalen.* Read this... *he taps on the page lightly he's pointing at.*

Danny

I know it's about theoretically dead magic... Before you go telling me I'm in the wrong tree or something.

Kalen Holliday

Kalen takes the book gently and scans over the page. "You'd be amazed ow not dead magic can be...."

Danny

Yeah so... here's the theory, some dude stumbles across it by accident, or has been introduced to it. From the sketches I saw by Lucy, these dudes are not mexican, or hispanic. But if you read on, on the next page there's a footnote about curing the addiction. But addicts rarely want fixing.

Kalen Holliday

"That certainly sounds like some of what's been described. If they're working with Aztec rites, it might be worth looking into what objects of power the Aztec used for battle. Specifically, if they had them, the tools of good sorcery.

"And curing the addiction...well. If we can save them we should. But, addicts also need to want help, usually. This is likely no different."

Danny

Yeah exactly.. and so.. that's all I got, I don't know if it gives you anything more to go on, I can keep on looking if you want? *he shrugs again.*

Kalen Holliday

"We may not get much more. Not here, anyway. This is specialized. We might actually be better asking a normal professor of history or anthropology if they know about this specific ritual. It may be that there are records somewhere.

"I still have yet to hear back from the people I asked, so they may yet find us something. We should update Ginger. It is possible that Trent or Eleanor will have colleagues at the university they could ask, or that someone knows of someone who can help. But this...we should see if this is in line with what Sera and the others have seen."

Danny

Well there's that other line. *He takes the book and reads out.* The physical boons last for a full 24 hours, but there are unpleasant side effects. The first is that those who participate in the ritual gain entropic resonance from it, and can be susceptible to Quiet.

Kalen Holliday

"Yeah. Quiet is not good. But...our priority is stopping them. For whatever reason they became involved in this, and this is not at all the kind of magic that is easy to justify.

"I don't want to kill anyone we don't have to. But...I doubt this will be bloodless."

Danny

Why can't we track them through that whole entropic thing? Kind of like, looking for the ripples in the pond, you find the spot in the middle? *He looks at Kalen.*

Kalen Holliday

"We don't have to. We already know where they live."

Danny

Uh.... that was unexpected. *He blinked in surprise.* So, why was I rummaging in old books all day again?

Kalen Holliday

"Because knowing where they are is different from knowing what they are. Also, because I only just found out we know."

Danny

Oh well... that's a start . *He sounds suprised.* Okay, so, is there a guy in charge?

Kalen Holliday

"No. Welcome to Denver. Here we just hivemind. Or behave like a herd of cats, depending on the day."

Danny

*That got a stare and he blinked again not long after.* So we've all got to work together then.. I actually meant their guy in charge though.

Kalen Holliday

"Oh. Yes. They seem to, but we don't know much about that yet. It's one reason for the research."

Danny

Well, perhaps he's the reason for them doing this in the first place, in which case, maybe he's the one swaying the others to do it? He's not stupid, why go out and take your own body when you can get some other dude to do it? *he sets the book down again.* What do you think as a work in progress?

Kalen Holliday

"I think we don't have enough information. We don't know what the group taking bodies is doing. I've asked Serafine, and I'm waiting on a response, but until I have details, we can't evaluate our theories."

Danny

Right... *he nods and sighs softly.* Well, at least we got somewhere. I can keep digging if you want? What I want to know is where they got this supposedly dead ritual in the first place. Not without stumbling over a book somewhere... or a guy with a psychopathic thought process?

Danny

(brb)

Kalen Holliday

"This is the kind of thing we can't really know now. False assumptions are more dangerous than a lack of knowledge. You need to learn that until you have enough information, you need to be comfortable not knowing. It need not prevent you from acting, but knowing...it is good. But you won't always know what happened, sometimes even after everything is over."

Danny

*He frowned at those words, his lips forming a line.* I guess you're not going to tell me what happens at the end, is there a reason why?

Kalen Holliday

"I don't know what happens at the end."

Danny

UH huh... *He nods finally.* Right. Okay. Well tell me if you want more research done? I'll do what i can?

Kalen Holliday

"Star...I don't know. Maybe we'll find more information. Maybe we'll go in blind. But I don't know what's happening, not with any certainty. We could be dealing with a Mage. We could be dealing with a possession. For all we know the leader is the physical manifestation of an Aztec god. That last one isn't likely. But I don't know how this ends at all."

Danny

*His eyebrows shot up at that.* Some Aztec god? Like, for real? Shit.... *His shoulders relax from their surprised stance and he moves to set the book back neatly where he'd left it on the desk, then sat down.* Well. I've written it all down. *he nods to the pad.* That's all I could find.

Kalen Holliday

Kalen's hands settle on Danny's shoulders. "You did good. Okay. This is good. We know now this sounds like this ritual. Having the ritual would be best, to understand how to undo it, but if this is right we might be able to help some of the people trapped in this. I don't know to what end, you can't just let them go. But...we have options. Options are good. It is, at least theoretically, possible they were compelled."

Danny

*There the frown was again.* I've done that.... I didn't realise I was doing it at the time, that night at the gig... They were so vibrant, I could feel all of them so I decided to throw them a loop... and well, I just started singing Born this way by Gaga.... and.... I swear I didn't mean to.. I swear I didn't do it on purpose. *he pauses.* It was like they were just extentions, we were linked. Ripples from back to the front and side to side. They were just... all there, all of them. Mine. It was like I was being made a part of something bigger. The crowd though, they really did do everything I said. specially those at the front.

Kalen Holliday

Kalen sighs and starts to rub Danny's shoulders. "Look. It's okay. You didn't know what you were doing. Don't worry. You couldn't have known."

Danny

Yeah, but I need to remember not to push things. Right? *He leans back into Kalens hands and closes his eyes.* What about you? You ever wandered in someones mind unwittingly?

Kalen Holliday

"No. But...that is not something I can do." He sighs. "And yes. You should not compel people, under most circumstances. Awakening though...can be messy."

Danny

Yeah it was.... *He nodded.* I've avoided singing that, playing it... *he shakes his head.* I don't want it to happen again. I want people to like my music for what it is, or hate it just the same. What did you find? *He frowns an notices the shadows, then reaches up to stroke the shadow under Kalens eye.* You look like you didn't quite get the right amount of sleep.

Kalen Holliday

"Well. Your magic is part of you. It is arguably part of everything you do. That doesn't mean what you do is any less. Just that there are things you can manage other people can't. It isn't...so different really from any other difference in innate ability."

Kalen smiles. "I never do. Don't worry about it."

Danny

*He leaned his head back though looking up at Kalen.* So, what now? I mean, does this mean that I could help unspell them or whatever it is that happened? Un-Sith them?

Kalen Holliday

Kalen's phone chirps and he glances at it. And then frowns. And then sighs. "Fucking Tytalans. I might know who the head of this is after all." He sighs and starts typing another message to Ginger. "And I might know what some of this is about. Are you familiar with the concept of Jhor?"

Danny

Uh......... *There was a shake of his head.* Jhor?

Kalen Holliday

"Yeah. Okay. That'll be an explanation. Hold on. This puzzle just got a lot less full of holes and I need to let like five people know right fucking now." Tap-tap-tap-tappity-tap.

Danny

*Standing up and nodding, Danny merely began to put the books away that he'd gotten out over the course of the day. Letting Kalen do what he needed to do.*

Grace

[Awareness!]

Dice: 5 d10 TN6 (3, 4, 7, 8, 9) ( success x 3 )

Grace

The first thing they'll notice (if they don't already sense the presence of Grace, the way the universe warps around her) is a series of thumps and bumps from car doors slamming, and maybe from their vantage point outside, they'll even hear the rustle of her noisy entrance into the Chantry.

She's usually a lot more subtle than that. But usually, she's not carrying three large vampire piñatas and a plastic sack of (gummy) hearts. They get dumped on the couch in the living room, because someone is here. She didn't think he was going to be here just yet...

She slips off over toward the french doors, slides it open. "Hey. What's up?"

Kalen Holliday

After a moment Kalen stops typing. "Okay. Ginger is updated. Now we'll have a delightful new round of people disliking the Order, probably. But...things they need to know." Kalen sighs. "Jhor is...a certain kind of...energy. It's...sort of like a death Resonance that can linger on a Mage. And it leads to pretty disturbing kinds of Quiet. I only know a little, actually, about it."

"Oh. I think probably another Hermetic has brought a mess to Denver. You know how we are. Some of us are cool. Some of us can't be bothered to not fuck up the world."

Danny

*He slowly turned and looked at Kalen from where he was putting a book back.* So, this guy came in like Jessie James and is leaving death and destruction in his wake? Why? I thought we were supposed to help mankind?

Grace

Kalen says that Ginger is updated, and Grace's face goes to 'thinking mode' for a split second before her hand goes to her pocket to retrieve her phone.

"Ohh, shit," she says, reading the messages. "Who the hell even 'researches' cannibalistic rituals? Maybe I should have a talk with Adam, Mr. 'Technology is like sacrificing babies'," Grace says, then takes a deep breath. "No. No. That would be bad."

"Look. Okay, I have no room to talk, really. I mean, Virtual Adepts made another universe that started eating our own, remora-like. And while it wasn't their fault exactly, they did make the thing. And one of them probably had romantic zombie-survivalist notions, and look where that got us all, right? Sometimes people are just individually fucked up. I get that."

Kalen Holliday

"Yeah. And...honestly...it isn't as though other Mages don't turn out badly. But...right after Lucia Montanari and Lucy asking me if I was just another power-mad Hermetic? I almost wish I'd hidden it. Almost."

He sighs and glances back to Danny. "Awakening happens to people. They are, by virtue of being human, flawed. Not all of us do good. Which is how you get Nephandi. And a jost of other problematic things, including, most likely, this one."

Danny

*Grace says, who would research cannibalistic rituals and then glances uneasily at Kalen before clearing his throat.* I uh left something outside.. I'll uh... be outside. Smoking.

*Turning to Kalen when he spoke as well he listened.* Right, so this guy was sick and this just gave him a means to an end? So, uh... Yeah, I'm going to go wrap my head around this and smoke, you uh.. want some you know where I'll be.

*With that he vanished out through the door and when he was outside again he picked up the smokable he had left, relit it and began to smoke, enjoying the fragrance and the subsequent peace that came with it. Despite feeling more than a little worried, he'd not used his computer at all in the searches, he'd done it old fashioned and it was making him pace, as he looked back he could begin to understand why Kalen was so reserved.*

Grace

"Oh. Did I say something..." Grace says, and sighs. Any time someone just leaves abruptly like that, she thinks it's her own doing. Maybe Danny researches cannibalistic rituals?

In an attempt at stopping them perhaps?

"I said something wrong didn't I?"

Kalen Holliday

"Danny's been researching cannibalistic rituals, since...you know...cannibals. And we may even have a way to stop these people's addiction and therefore their feeding in a way other than killing them. I mean. They also are kind of murderers and all, so I don't know how we'll handle it. But...it means we have the option."

Serafíne

(Awareness and whatall.)

Dice: 7 d10 TN5 (3, 5, 5, 6, 6, 6, 6, 10, 10) ( success x 8 ) Re-rolls: 2

Danny

*He was outside smoking.. staring out into the space around them around the house. Just taking that puff on it, then holding it in his lungs before he exhaled it gently.* Bloody Cannibals, that is some fucked up shit. *he muttered to himself quietly.*

Elijah

What does Elijah do in his spare time?

Does Elijah even have spare time?

The answer is no, no he does not have spare time. All he has is whatever it is that he is doing at this particular juncture and he manages to balance his work, his social life, and the abundance of homework from various teachers and his mentor only by staying up entirely too late and drinking entirely too much coffee and then sleeping in and then starting the cycle of staying up/going to sleep/doing entirely too much and repeating. Thus far, it seems to be working for him, and his draems have skewed towards the bizarre.

Overall, not an unwelcome thing.

So, this is where he enters the scene, pulls up on a beat up motor cycle and takes off his helmet and exhales long and deep and- "Jeezus, it's actually nice out tonight."

He says to no one in particular. Perhaps the sky. He's been conversing with it a lot recently.

Grace

Grace screws up her face (at the wall) and then slides the door open again. "Danny. I'm sorry. I didn't mean you. I meant, how does one start studying rituals like that only to start doing them? I mean, studying vampires so you can kill them is a whole lot different than studying vampires so you can become one, right?"

She seems to be studying the sky herself, but bites at her lip. No, maybe... Maybe he just wants to be alone?

"I'll uh. You go smoke. Right."

Grace

[For the newcomers, there is a pile of vampire pinatas and gummy hearts on the couch in the living room. Enjoy.]

Danny

*He turned when Grace spoke to him, then even blushed at her words.* No, seriously Grace. I know why you said it and trust me. All the while I had to damned well keep thinking to myself, this is just research. Trust me. I've got no intention of uh... eating anyone.

Did Kalen tell you what got found? I'll be back in in a minute, unless you want some? *he even held it out for her.*

Kalen Holliday

"He hasn't been at this long. This whole cannibals and danger thing...it's a bit new to him." He settles into a chair.

"I don't think he'll hold it against you. He's just unsettled by all this. I'm not sure how he made it into a Tradition with so little training, but I guess I joined the tradition with insane amounts of training. I got all the training. From all the people."

Serafíne

This is how she is. Attuned, see. Sometimes you think she's high and she's not just high or maybe not even high, simply aware of all the many layers of creation, and they way the strangest things bend them, like waves of light around the curve of -

well, fuck it. See, Sera doesn't give a damn about science. Doesn't understand it, doesn't know it, doesn't believe it it. Fuck cells and quantum mechanics: she doesn't need them. And so, for her, in the very small pocket of her reality, they do not exist.

Right now, what does exist is her forehead against the cool glass of the passenger's window, the rumble of the engine, the blur of the countryside. Dan in the driver's seat and oh, here they are. She smiles.

From the correct angle, it is more than a little bit sad.

--

Sera rocks up behind Elijah who is talking to the sky and she slips an arm through his own. She is a little bit aching and a little bit tired and why the hell would Elijah know that?

She's always warm. Tips her temple against the prominence of his shoulder and says, with a sideways smile, "C'mon, other folks are downstairs in the library."

Pays no attention to the pinatas and the gummy hearts except with - maybe - a kind of squeezing of her own. Makes a stop in the kitchen for a beer and a bottle of tequila, though, before starting down the stairs to the library. The bones of the house creaking not because she weighs so much, but because she's all stompy in her Doc's tonight. Plus there's Elijah.

She's dragging him along.

(Apologies, my posts from here on will be shorter since it is early to be for me tonight. :D)

Danny

(Danny is outside smoking. Just for clarify.)

Elijah

[Do I feel things? Per+aware]

Dice: 7 d10 TN6 (2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 6, 8) ( success x 3 )

Elijah

And he is dragged, dragged we say! Inward and outward to people- yes, to people. He didn't care where they people were, so long as there were, in fact, people. He liked people, he had his arm in Sera's and there's a smile on his face- something familiar, something warm. He doesn't know that she seems sad, doesn't know yet, but he's content to be in Sera's presence and content to feel that visceral enthralling Sera-ness nearby.

"Bonjour! Nous avons apporté tequila," well, less we. More Sera.

Serafíne

(Hey, I didn't mean to ignore Danny, just given the posts I assumed that he was outside the library (which is downstairs from the main living area / down an open-out slope I think) rather than outside the garage where they'd pull up. But if I'm wrong let's say that Sera with her massive awareness roll got an "I need time alone now will go back inside in five when this smoke is done," vibe from Danny and just gave him a chin up and wave/nod of invitation to follow them back inside and downstairs when he was up to it. Cool?)

Danny

Totally cool! Yeah, he's just having a quiet smoke. Then he'll be back in.

Serafíne

Awesome. :D

Danny

(Post around me for a bit.)

Serafíne

There's such a rigamarole to get into the library. Sometimes Sera is so wasted she cannot manage the handprint, or remember the point of it, or keeps setting her wineglass down on the expensive electronics. Today she does manage a handprint on the palm reader and whatever the fuck else the thing asks to usher her into the library.

"I have no idea what the fuck he just said," says Serafíne. "Except for tequila. Tequila. That part's true. Hey."

Kalen Holliday

Kalen smiles when Serafine appears, and it is perhaps a distracted smile but it is still real. "Tequila is the true part. Got you. How are you?"

And there, behind her, is Elijah. Elijah gets a wave.

Elijah

Elijah kind of lives with Kalen, who gets a wave and a smile and he goes about what he was actually going to do- which was setting out book upon book upon notebook upon notebook and pens and- jesus Elijah looks like he prepared for the office supply apocalypse. Half of his notes are in French.

"Nous avons apporté tequila, means we brought tequila. The tequila part should always be true, because tequila? Is amazing."

Serafíne

Sera looks fine. Refined somehow - thinner or sharper and bleeding through those edges the way she always does, but also somehow present, immediate, so very in-her-skin and she favors Kalen with a smile of her own, which is not full but also not at all distracted, edged perhaps but -

"They killed five young mages." Sera, of course, lived through it all. Carries it in her body, as one always does with death. Kalen knows part of that already, but the details she has not shared on Ginger. "One of them caught Zoe with a hook in her back. She only survived because one of her friends sacrificed himself for her, and she has that something that makes it hard to remember her. That ability to fade from notice.

"She landed safely though. On a coast, near an ocean. I got a text.

"Have you learned anything else?"

Somewhere in the middle of all that Sera finds a library table. Sprawls across it, as you do.

Grace

Danny lets her shut the door. Apparently it is one of those 'must be left alone' things. And thus...

"Fucking foot in fucking mouth," Grace mutters, once the door is shut, once he can't hear. This was supposed to be a fun day, she thinks, looking at the pile of tissue paper and candy on the couch.

Can't have any of those, no sir. Gotta have cannibals eating people. Or vampires doing the same. Or universes eating universes. Or whatever it is. Everything eats its own in this world, apparently.

Morose, she makes her way back down to the library again, to crack the door.

Danny

*When it was finished he stubbed out the end and pocketed it when he was sure it was out, then zipped it out of sight, out of mind and made his way back to the library that was still strewn with his research notes on a table and a few more books on the nasty stuff he'd been looking into. All about cannibalism.

It was in Sera's speech that he reappeared, nodding to those gathered before he went back to where he'd been working and sat down, picking up the pencil with his left hand and moving the pad to before him.* Huh?

Kalen Holliday

"Tequila sounds pretty amazing right now," Kalen says to Elijah before he turns his attention back to Serafine.

"What I posted to Ginger like five minutes ago, which is, admittedly, only so much." He runs a hand through his hair and then pulls out his phone, opens the picture of Victoria Drake, and holds the phone out to Serafine.

"Her name is Victoria Drake. Hermetic, or possibly was, because this is the kind of thing that tends to get you excommunicated or quietly killed. The Order is hunting her, and that may be what they planned. She's suspected to be in this area, was exhibiting signs of Jhor before she vanished, evidence she had some cannibalism happening.

"Danny found an account of a ritual that grants additional speed and strength for 24 hours following cannibalism. It notes the ritual can be addictive and also notes how the addiction can be broken. I don't know if that changes any plans, but there is a chance they can be stopped without killing them. They did murder people though, so...I really don't know. I'm not even sure it will be possible to help them, under the present circumstances."

Elijah

he has his papers out, and whatever homework he was doing seems to be put to the wayside in favor of actual work. He takes notes, writes things down with names and circles and he stops and-

"But... I think we should help them. If we can help these people, I feel like we should because... I don't..." he stops, "what these people have done is horrible. We know that. But killing someone, legitimately ending someone's life so they go on to the next one should be an absolute last resort."

It bothers him. It very clearly bothers him. But he continues taking notes and making diagrams.

Serafíne

Tequila sounds pretty amazing right now. Sera picks up her bottle and she didn't bother with shotglasses and salt and limes, so she just licks the edge of her tattooed hand to steal the salt from her skin and then tosses back a shot.

Holds out the bottle to Kalen, if he wants to take it. Inhales, see, and goes a little bit far away, and glances at the phone.

The picture.

Shakes her head, no, before verbalizing it.

"Zoe never saw her, just the young men who attacked them. She could feel someone inside and though she wasn't casting anything when Zoe and her friends were being attacked Zoe could feel her presence inside the house."

A brief, half-lashed glance toward Danny. "How can the addiction be broken?"

Grace

She steps in just before Danny does, and looks around a bit, listening to the conversation.

"Will they stop if the addiction is broken? I mean, someone here decided that killing and eating people was an okay thing to do to begin with, right? Who's to say they won't just do it again?"

Grace has been sighing all night it seems. She does so again, just in time to let Danny have enough space to enter the room. Well, enough space for Grace is about six feet, but you know. She just goes off to a corner without really looking at him.

"Hi Sera. Elijah. Should have said that first."

Danny

*And now he was happy.. He'd done a good job if he did say so himself, proved himself to be able to help in some small way. Now he felt even better with that smoke, so when he resumed his seat he slouched in it a little more.*

Well you've got me there... *he shrugs apologetically at Serafinea.* Like any addiction I guess, remove the supplier and cut them off cold. The worst part will be if they don't know they need help or do know and don't care.*He glances at Grace and smiles at her, then turns his attention back to the room.*

Kalen Holliday

"And what? We don't have a jail for them. They did decide to go eat people. Unless they were compelled, which is not unreasonable but we have no idea right now. There aren't a lot of really good solutions and the last person I tried to save we ended up killing anyway. Saving people who are actively trying to kill you is practically impossible."

He takes the tequila from Serafine, takes a drink of it, and hands it back. "I'm not saying we shouldn't. I'm saying in my experience it doesn't work. Just be ready for that.

"I'm going to contact the Order and see what they know about her and if anyone is in the area hunting her. If anyone knows anything, and it is her, that might help. Particularly if we go to her."

Danny

(It's nearly 3am here, I'm going to have to bail, Danny's passed on the information and now I think he's going to vegetate on a couch or something.)

Danny

(thnks for the scenes!)

Elijah

"Generally, you turn to less legitimate means when conventional means of making your situation better have failed. Addiction is a big deal- and imagine if you're used to feeling powerless or weak or hurt and suddenly you're not. And you might hate what you're doing, and you might want to stop at some point, but-" he stops himself. He really stops himself and takes a long breath.

"I don't know, I just don't think... killing people does not sit well with me."

Serafíne

"We don't know that, Grace. We can't. Uncertainty, right? I don't know how much room there is for that in your paradigm, but I'm not prepared to execute people because we don't know how much of their behavior is based on the corruption and influence of a much stronger mind, or how much is based on their own sickness.

"I'm not a wheel-turner. And unless it is necessary for self-defense I don't think we should kill them - execute them. Even if they made a choice, they can make a different one. A new one, and anyway there are so many other options. Psychic healing, memory removal. Jail.

"I stopped one of them before, without time to prepare. With enough time, I could probably - divert more of them from violence. You'd probably have to deal with her on your own, though, if I'm occupied with diverting her worshippers."

The briefest, loveliest little smile.

"Something to think about. Let me know what you find out, okay?"

--

Just then, Dan pops his head down the stairs, and beckons Sera to come deal with something on her phone. Which she does, passing a kiss across Kalen's brow and one on Elijah's temple, with a little ruffle of Grace's hair.

Serafíne

(I also need to sleep my darlings! ninini! thank you for the scene!)